A heartless Christian must be a terrible grief to our Lord.  Are you in the direct line of intercession of our Lord and the Holy Spirit?

From Romans 8:26-27:  “Likewise the Spirit helps us in our weakness; for we do not know how to pray as we ought, but that very Spirit intercedes with sighs too deep for words.  And God, who searches the heart, knows what is the mind of the Spirit, because the Spirit intercedes for the saints according to the will of God.”